Psalm 139:13-16
For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
Many of you already know that October is Infant/Pregnancy Loss
awareness month. I know there are many
of us here that have lived through this loss.
Today, October 20th, was the due date for my first baby. Now before you get sad for me, please know
that I’m in an excellent spot and have been able to use my loss to help others
through such a hard, tragic time in their lives.
I want us to think about when does life begin? While there are various political stances on
this because of pro-life and pro-choice debates, let’s go to the root of our
being, God himself. The Bible is the
word of God so this should be our source.
Here in Psalm 139, we see that even before the body has formed, that our
story is written in God’s book. I love
this. To me, this gives life and meaning
to my pregnancy even if I never had the chance to hold that baby. If it were not for that life, that baby, that
I had to lose, I would not have been able to be the encouragement I was to so
many other women that have also faced that same loss. My baby, while I may not have carried her
long, had purpose!
If an unborn baby can carry so much purpose, then think
about the purpose that God has for you.
Each of us have been formed with a purpose. We were carefully knit together in our mother’s
womb. Our days were ordained for each of
us.
Today I want to encourage you to think about what your
purpose in life is. Some of you may know
it, others may have to dig deep to figure it out. Once you know your purpose, make sure to
thank God for it and live it out.