This change of plans greatly upset Jonah, and he became very angry. So he complained to the Lord about it: “Didn’t I say before I left home that you would do this, Lord? That is why I ran away to Tarshish! I knew that you are a merciful and compassionate God, slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love. You are eager to turn back from destroying people. Just kill me now, Lord! I’d rather be dead than alive if what I predicted will not happen.”
The Lord replied, “Is it right for you to be
angry about this?”
Then Jonah went out to the east side of the city and made
a shelter to sit under as he waited to see what would happen to the city. And
the Lord God arranged for a leafy plant to grow there, and soon it
spread its broad leaves over Jonah’s head, shading him from the sun. This eased
his discomfort, and Jonah was very grateful for the plant. Jonah 4:1-6
It’s ok to acknowledge to God that you are struggling with
control. The story of Jonah is a prime
example of God love and mercy for us.
God had Himself to Jonah and gave him a message to give to the city of Nineveh
that they would be destroyed. Jonah
seemed all about it, but when God changed His mind after the city changed their
ways, Jonah was annoyed and upset. I was
amused by his response to God saying, “Just kill me now Lord. I’d rather be dead than alive if what I
predicted will not happen.” (Jonah 4:3) The key here is to note Jonah’s
commitment to his prediction and not the mercy God showed a group of
people. How often do we get caught up in
what we want above what either God wants or what He feels is right? This lesson is particularly helpful to those
who may not have had the desired result they want. Furthermore, it is important that we are
honest with God and ourselves. God, I do
not understand. How can you allow this
to happen? Then, pray for discernment. It may not soothe the disappointment right
away, but alas, our goal is not necessarily for us to have our way. Remember when Jesus on the eve of His crucifixion
said to God, “My Father! If it is possible, let this
cup of suffering be taken away from me. Yet I want your will to be done, not
mine.” (Matthew 26:39b) Even Christ understood that God’s will was more
important than His own.
God is there for us in our disappointments as well as our triumphs. We should all aspire to view our disappointments
as moments to take stock to understand exactly what God's will is for your life. It does not matter who you are rooting
for. Take time to determine what God wants
you to learn from it all and move forward with confidence. When is the last time God disappointed
you? Were you honest in your prayers
when things did not go your way? My
prayer is that we acknowledge God’s sovereignty to be thankful for His love and
grace no matter who your side is. Amen.