Jesus said: “whoever does not bear his cross
and come after Me cannot be My disciple. For
which of you, intending to build a tower, does
not sit down first and count that cost, whether
he has enough to finish it---lest, after he has
laid the foundation, and is not able to finish,
all who see it begin to mock him. . .So likewise,
whoever of you does not forsake all that he has
cannot be My disciple.”
Luke 14:27-33 (NKJV)
I enjoy reading about the
lives of Christian missionaries; I find their stories very encouraging and
inspiring. One I just finished is “Evidence Not Seen” by Darlene Deibler
Rose. She and her husband were missionaries in the Netherlands East Indies when
World War II broke out and they spent a number of years there in a POW camp,
where he died. Her account of God’s all-sufficient grace, presence and
provision during torture, severe deprivation and terrible suffering is
incredibly powerful. The joy she relates of experiencing God’s wonderful
blessings in the midst of such hard circumstances is so moving. It
brought me strong conviction about how shallow my faith is.
Granted, I’m not living
during a war in a third-world country, but God has work for me to do right here
where I am. Yet how often do I seek comfort and pleasure rather than
sacrificing myself to do His will? How often do I hold back out of fear
or nervousness or discomfort instead of being obedient? God wants to use
problems and challenging situations for my good; yet how often do I desire (and
even pray) to be spared difficulties? How often do I go through my days
focused on my convenience and miss the opportunities He brings my way?
The cost of discipleship
is high, as Jesus explains in the passage above. And if we truly live for
Christ, we can expect to suffer for the sake of righteousness. In
response to His call, we're not to waffle or delay or seek the easy way
out; we’re just to say “Yes,
Lord.” I regret that I did not come to Christ early in life and often wish I
could have been called as a missionary in some far off place. But I do
have a mission field right here and now, wherever I am today.
So I’m praying for a
deeper faith--that I will have the courage to follow Jesus wherever He leads,
even if it means sacrifice on my part. I pray for His abundant strength and
grace to bear whatever He allows in my life, without running from it or
complaining, because I trust that He will use it for my good and His glory. I
pray that He will take my little life and use for His purposes, whatever the
cost to me.
These can be hard things
to pray for, and should not be undertaken lightly. But faith is costly
and I hope you will consider what your prayer should be in following Christ
today.