The Two Sides of Grace

Even if I should choose to boast, I would not be a fool, because I would be speaking the truth. But I refrain, so no one will think more of me than is warranted by what I do or say, or because of these surpassingly great revelations. Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me.  Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me.  But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.  That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.  2 Corinthians 12:6-10

There are times in life where you gain something more than you initially though.  Watching my daughter graduate was a moment where she had triumphed over some incredible odds.  Yet in that moment, my wife and I realized that we too had made it through our own hardship to watch her achieve this moment in her life.  Finding God was a moment where I felt like I won something.  However, I did not just win grace from God.  I finally was able to fight back against someone who I lost to continually each and every day.  That was my own guilt.

God’s grace is needed not only for us but also from us.  There is a seemingly limitless amount of benefits that come with being a child of God.  While God’s love is amazing, His grace is incredibly transformative.  When I was given grace, my life as a Christian began.  However, one of the greatest changes that occurred since then was not my acceptance of God’s grace.  It was forgiveness of me.  You see, I felt so guilty from sin that the person who least believed I deserved grace was me.  In fact, I still at times feel that I let God down.  Then, I learned about how guilt was an instrument of Satan.  You see, we should feel bad about sin.  However, Christ died on the cross for all sin.  This did not include only our past sins.  It included present and future sins as well.  Our heartfelt repentance is what is necessary for forgiveness not only from God but also us.

We already have victory when we chose Christ as Lord of our lives.  We must remember that God extends His grace to us not only to remove our separation from Him but also the guilt that would say you are not worthy of it.  Do not give in!  God’s love for you is as great as it always has been, and even in your weakness, God grace is sufficient for you.  What do you need to forgive yourself for?  How can you allow God’s grace to be enough for you?  My prayer is that we embrace both sides of grace; from God and for ourselves.  Amen.