Imperfect Perfect You

If I wanted to boast, I would be no fool in doing so, because I would be telling the truth. But I won’t do it, because I don’t want anyone to give me credit beyond what they can see in my life or hear in my message, even though I have received such wonderful revelations from God. So to keep me from becoming proud, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger from Satan to torment me and keep me from becoming proud. 

Three different times I begged the Lord to take it away.  Each time he said, “My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.” So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me.  That’s why I take pleasure in my weaknesses, and in the insults, hardships, persecutions, and troubles that I suffer for Christ. For when I am weak, then I am strong.  2 Corinthians 12:6-10 

I spent some time reflecting on the idea of perfection under God.  Looking at myself, I am far from perfect, and yet, God loves me for who I am.  My life is flawed with various failures not only with my family and friends but also with God Himself.  Yet, those who know still view me as someone who loves God and they aspire to model their life after.  I’ve prayed asking God why should I carry a flag that I feel ill equipped to carry.  Why should I be worthy of praise?  Then I was reminded of the many stories of Paul.  One sermon reminded me that Paul was the symbol of how not to be a Christian, and he often boasted of his failures.  Yet, Paul was bold in his faith, and God undoubtedly used him to advance the Gospel to what it is today.  Furthermore, He used Paul’s imperfections and made him seem ‘perfect.’  Now I fall well short of Paul, but in striving to be more like Christ, I find myself inspired by those stories.  While I may have a way to go in my journey, the distance traveled has brought me closer to Jesus than I could have possibly hoped for. 

We must always trust in God that even in failure He will find perfection in us.  In Paul’s dare I say ‘rant’ to the Corinthians, he speaks of his weakness even as God had shown him revelations of Heaven.  Paul focuses not on his vision but instead on his imperfection that is a subtle reminder of how weak he is without Christ.  His words are reminders to even the best of us.  None of us have this perfect life.  We do not always do those things as we should as Paul points in Romans 7:15 (I don’t really understand myself, for I want to do what is right, but I don’t do it. Instead, I do what I hate.).  But in Paul’s flaws, he reveals that we have already achieved something more special than anything; God’s grace.  From that, we grow strong.  It is through that grace that our tragedies become our triumph, and as one preacher said, we move from victims to victors. 

God wants you.  Not the pristine perfect you.  The messy, ugly, never felt good enough you.  We do not gain strength through always being the perfect follower.  We gain God’s grace and strength in facing our imperfections and fighting through them to be better than we were the day before.  Furthermore if we look at others as Jesus looks at us, we will not see people’s flaws.  We will see the future brothers and sisters in 

Christ that with His love can indeed be conquerors in His kingdom.  Let us commit to dusting ourselves off from our past failures, and focus on Jesus to indeed find new strength to overcome.  What is the thorn holding you back from embracing God’s true strength?  How will you trust God more instead of trying to be perfect for Him?  My prayer is that we indeed embrace and dare I say celebrate the imperfect perfect you.  Amen.