Since this new way
gives us such confidence, we can be very bold. We are not like Moses, who put a
veil over his face so the people of Israel would not see the glory, even though
it was destined to fade away. But the people’s minds were hardened, and to this
day whenever the old covenant is being read, the same veil covers their minds
so they cannot understand the truth. And this veil can be removed only by
believing in Christ. Yes, even today
when they read Moses’ writings, their hearts are covered with that veil, and
they do not understand.
But whenever someone
turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away.
2 Corinthians 3:12-16
What is it you are afraid of? You might be worried about offending someone
or hurting their feelings. You might
lose a relationship or show that you are flawed like everyone else. But there was one fear of mine that I am
going to share with you today. It’s the
one that superseded all other ones. It was
the one that haunted me because no matter what I did or how I tried to avoid
it, it always found me in some fashion or another. My greatest fear was what did everyone think
about me. You see, the only time I truly
saw ‘me’ was when I looked in the mirror.
Other than that, I was just a man who fought every single negative
stereotype that’s ever been said about people that look like me. My view was if I ever wanted to get ahead in
life, I had to do everything I could to be the very opposite of the worse things
people could see when they saw me. I
talked better. I worked harder. I took inappropriate jokes easier. I ignored things because any hint that might
seem different would force me into that stereotypical box people had. And the fact is I did such a great job of it
that I lost the real me.
Over the last couple of years, something changed. God forced me to be different. He challenged me to be something I had never
been comfortable with; me. It forced me to
acknowledge some very tough truths. One
was to love the person I had become.
This was easy because I had a beautiful God-fearing wife who told me as
much. Even when I could not believe who
I was, she believed in me. Next, was to
embrace who I am. I’m not perfect. I am a sinner. But I am God’s child, and I am so blessed to
have a savior like Christ. The toughest
one of all was simply tell the world who I am.
That is the hard one. Why? Because that’s the one that says I’m not
like everyone else, and there are things I now say that will ruffle others
feathers. I’m black, and I’m proud. I am not some militant angry person. I am Christian, and with all those things
together, there are some things that I just simply won’t tolerate anymore. For example, I will no longer accept someone
telling me that I need to respect a leader who under any other circumstance I
would not respect at all (easy to figure who that might be). I will listen to you, and empathize. I will always show both compassion and care
for others, and I will always love as Jesus loves us. But I am God’s child, and I no longer have to
apologize for who I am.
The verses today remind us that we are free to be who God
intended us. Paul’s comparison of the
old and new covenant is very telling. In
the old covenant, the Israelites were forced into this feeling that they were
to serve God, and this was best done by following His rules or order. When we think of it, the problem was easy to
see. They were slaves to the law but not
God. This of course was not God’s
intent. Thus, the new covenant through
Christ liberated them to serve God in an entirely different way. It was to love God first and foremost, and
through love they would both see and understand those things which God coveted
most; our heart, mind, and soul. They
thus had confidence to try to go farther than before for even as they would
fail, they would simply get up and strive to be better servants. This is what changes everything for us.
God did not make us to be meek. Jesus Himself is humble, compassionate, and
loving. But He is not soft! He has no problem calling out issues, and was
willing to call out the Pharisees even as they would crucify Him. He chose Saul, a persecutor of Christians, on
the road to Damascus to make him a leader of the new covenant. Do not be afraid of who you are! God made you exactly as you are to do His
will. It does not mean we won’t have to grow
and change. What it will mean is that we
will be stronger and better than we could possibly imagine if we trust
Him. What do you need to remove from
your life today to better see Christ? My
prayer is that we are bold as the verses say and remove the veil. Amen.
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